2009-Apr-19 - To give up for love |
Get home until the car, looked at the familiar with the city getting farther and farther away, I hide in my heart the tears of a long, long time has finally landed on the heart. At first, and her love, I thought this would be the outcome of but illusions. was always thought that their love and others different, only to find now, cheap ed hardy belt all the story was so similar. again met her, I have been married 3 years soon, and she in a small wholesale store to go to work, it is to open her current boyfriend, and I find her, only to be about her, as well as to a mind unwilling to.
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Appears in front of me the girl, a black short hair, uncertain smile, eyes flash with the eyes of innocence, to speak, clean voice with a very strong magnetic cheap belts(strap) properties to attract me deeply, only slightly pale face....... This is my first time to meet with her. time to remember that if it were in mid-February Lunar New Year, from my wedding day 10 months. I have not opened The new store, today is for decoration. her in my little museum shop opposite to work, do something every day chores of washing dishes.
This thing is really strange time, it will exist in the world would have changed things that did not slow, it can have in this world there is no gratuitous things grow even more abhorrent is that it actually let me in just a few days, think fondly deep from another person. the next day for a month, I have a good order to be able to exchange with her, they deliberately do not eat every day, cried and shouted to call her meals from the restaurant where to send them. day 3 Dayton.so, with the passage of time, we like the daily lives of two individuals are bound to come and go at it in the food. sometimes, as occasionally on the eyes, can also have an implicit understanding with each other ... Of course, this makes me excited about the night the night ......
We really known each other for a month later on love, and many private appointments, feeling well, although is a feeling I did not open, it is my life the most brilliant period of time. Secretly slipped out of the night. Ran a cyber cafe Bold took her best ed hardy belt to see flowers, Gushan, March and April the spring flowers brightYan, flowers in her innocent smile like a child, even if she is at home watching, I do egg down to the rice, I also feel very happy, the oil one of my splash, she was a happy scream loud ...... Oh, she may be able to feel the eyes of my love, how she wants to retain the well-being.
The unfortunate thing is that we finally know that my father, and he deliberately went to the store I go to leave a word outsiders, I do not want to the father, then did not for me what kind of pressure, but wedding is scheduled, a short few months later, the feelings of how this attribution of this? regardless of whether, and left here with her to her home to do business? However, there is pain I love my parents need me to go slowly honor and maintenance my career is cheap bape belts steadily rising, not to mention there have already been promised a marriage of girls, irresponsible vote with their feet, this is not my style. After all, God is also just an ordinary person, however.
Wedding day by day, draws near, I go day by day, weight loss, worried, but that approach does not have. And all this, she saw this. I was in a busy business day, she quietly walk She returned to his hometown of Nanchang, Jiangxi.
20 days later, I held as scheduled wedding, wedding day, she beat me the phone, drinking a confused, plus she had walked out on my back do not hurt, I just listen to her a Congratulations on the hung up the phone, and now top louis vuitton belt want to. I do for me that day was the relentless guilt, even shame!
Sometimes the world really is so small, we encounter the in Fuzhou. The day I went to congratulate the opening of my friend, she did not expect to return to Fuzhou, and my friends invited her.the banquet, she asked Many of my problems, I also asked embarrassing anomaly. That night I drank a lot, preparing to leave when I told her that Why do you want to leave me, I have a way of She used the word very well but I usually do not know if the answer to my on many occasions, is to love, only to quietly go away .
2 days ago, I met her about. Told me that she had to go. I asked her why? She said I do not know you are still in Fuzhou, otherwise I will not come to the then you boyfriend how do? split up ... because of love, so to leave the this is so simple in the end what does that mean I do not understand, 3 years ago I do not want to see her for the difficult struggle, utterly isolated , and the choice to leave quietly, 3 years later, why should he leave? I still do not understand. she should take the day I went to send her normal day could not usual, but she also chose the quietly leave, parting as she openly, shallow mouth smile told me she is so strong. On the contrary, I could not feel pain, then a decent,waiting for the departure time the arrival. finally could not bear the suffering in this silent, I asked her courage Why move away? can not take it? she replied slightly pause I said In fact, I39ll wait for you from the morning This has been. I am grateful to you, this 3 years, I have rarely been happy. and Mingkai is a matter of time before breaking up. you have is a family man, and 3 years ago I chose to leave after 3 years even today there is no reason why I stayed. I have nothing to say, I feel that their hearts were no longer tears flow, but blood, blood red. suddenly woke up like mad, I searched the body, but can not find a photo of something given to her, eventually she is generous together a video using a mobile phone as pictures .......
Xiamen to open the car has been out for a long time, and I sat in the car to go home skirr chaotic mind, feelings, in this world do not have too much choice. Love and do not love is a mistake, and I the only thing to do is to pray every day God bless her good, do not let her be hurt in any way, even if only a little bit ...... |
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